To infinity and beyond!!!
So I was sitting in the sauna with one of my friends about a week ago, and out of no where, she just said that she thinks the reason I don’t get dates and that guys don’t come up to me at parties is because I’m intimidating. I don’t find this offensive at all, but it was almost like she could tell it bothered me that I seem so unwanted. I was actually thinking about it when she said it. I almost cried and hugged her while we were both covered in sweat (but I didn’t because ew). She said that I wasn’t mean looking, but that I am so comfortable with myself, and a lot of guys try to go for girls that are being fake and trying to impress them. I have never had anyone say something like that to me. And it really meant a lot. I have really made amazing friends here.
I hope there are days when you fall in love with being alive.